Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Seksaan

the weather's getting bad again. Cold weather comes with dryness that causes eczema on adel's body. It's worst at around 2-3 am when his natural steroid production is at its lowest.

Side effects: Adel menggaru, needing milk, or at least the illusion of milk all night long to calm him down.
Kesian tgk dia, but this also keeps me awake. And someehow, such occurence is often porpotional with my deadlines. If this continues till next week, looks like i will fail to meet the deadlines again like the last time.

On top of that, this headache caused by the lack of sleep is driving me nuts. Sakitnya, rasa macam nak hentak kepala kat dinding, baling pinggan mangkuk atas lantai, followed by jumping off the balcony.

Nak concentrate keje toksah cerita la. If it's just subtitling, ok lagi. But to figure out what exactly causes the packt loss even when there's a slight superfame overlap and to find the optimal waiting time for different number of WPANs is just madness. It's too hard on my numb brain.

Maybe the time has come for me to drop out......